Sometimes I like to regress back in time when the First Mind thought about the first
thing that was conceived.
Without a human manifestation however, it is a really hard to imagine what this Mind
was like. Was it God? The First Cause? The Firstborn?
A Mind so immense, which thought all the appropriate differential equations and all the
initial conditions that describe this universe. A mind which thought every single
detail about the future. Your future and my future. Can anyone fathom such a mind? And
if anyone can do this, who could they be apart from the First Mind itself?
Is such a Mind to be trusted? The Brahmin drivers of India who drive buses full of
western tourists around a famous bridge, sometimes raise their hands away from the
steering wheel while the bus crosses a famous Indian bridge. While this causes extreme
uneasiness to the bus tourists, the Brahmin drivers when asked, will cheerfully explain
that when the bus crosses this particular bridge and they raise their hands away from
the wheel, "Brahma drives".
On the other hand, religious people from western cultures have a fundamental conviction
that their fate lies in the hands of God. Both Easterners and Westerners recognize that
The First Mind occasionally, if not always, drives their future.
A group of rascals plays hide and seek outside my window in Knossos. As I hear their
little voices, they transform into what The First Mind looks like: It's a group of 12
African individuals. They sit around a well lit fire, crouched down in the typical
African posture with their knees close to their shoulders, wearing only a small red
cloth cover over their genitals. They make weird shapes on the sand, using small broken
sticks and they smoke something in a what looks like a pipe, which is passed around in
a round robin fashion.
They are neither biologists, nor mathematicians. They are neither physicists nor
cosmologists. They are simple African peasants. They are dark and their skin does not
reflect the fire's nuances very well. Their curly hair is dusty from the hot African
wind which is full of fine sand and they are skinny from their daily running and
hunting Antelopes on the African steppes. Although most of them have some missing
teeth, their smiles are large and radiant. Their eyes are black and sparkle with
happiness reflecting the light of the central fire. They have this happiness that can
be found only in individuals who somehow "know everything".
They are the circle of the first gurus of the universe. The first 12 wise men. The
twelve "apostles". Their faces radiate with the wisdom of the first manifestation of
The First Mind. They carry in their bodies the 12 gene prototypes out of which the
entire human race was spawned forth. Heck, now that I look better, there's one with my
gene type as well, but black.
The entire congregation looks like it's suspended in chaos. It looks like it's
sustained by The First Cause. It's as if they have direct contact with it and they seem
to talk of the First Cause's various scenarios.
I can hear their laughing as if I am watching their congregation from above. They are
good hearted, benign and they like good laughs. They occasionally poke each other with
small sticks or pinch themselves and laugh. They like to imagine things. But their best
pleasure is for each one to show the rest of the congregation what scenario each one
has dreamed up.
After taking a large sip of whatever they are smoking, one of them makes some weird
ineligible geometrical figures on the sand and shows them to the others. He is drawing
the life of a twentieth century human. The rest follow his hand gestures as if they are
hypnotized. He explains to them what is what: I can see his representations of a large
city, of lots of white humans and he finally connects all the figures together, using
crude lines, indicating some sort of complex communication.
The rest of the congregation stares at the drawings, which by now have acquired some
strange shadows under the night fire. He urges them to "dream" about this particular
story. The pipe is passed around and the rest of the congregation starts chanting the
Sacred sound. They momentarily all fall into a trance, closing their eyes and they
somehow all find themselves inside the sphere of this particular dream materialized
into 12 white businessmen communicating over the internet in some large city during the
21st century.
After a while, and after the trance is over, they slowly open their eyes. Each one of
them starts laughing and pats the dream originator on the back as if telling him "good
job".
The pipe is passed around and a second member starts making gestures. His designs are
really elaborate. He gets up and draws around the fire using his fingers. He then tries
to explain to the others using words and sounds. Some from the congregation point to
the drawings and start laughing in a gesture of approval. After a while, so do the
others. Then they all sit down, crouched again and start chanting the Sacred sound. The
designer's explanations transform into a dream and all of them find themselves being 12
white kids in Knossos, playing hide and seek. The kids around my block.
After a while, this trance is over too, and they decide to dream of a little harder
game. The pipe is passed around and one member lifts his index finger and suggests a
different kind of dream. He starts drawing the figure of a woman on the sand. When the
figure is completed, the group is divided. Some laugh patting him on the back, others
move their hands in disapproval, kind of like saying "Nah".
He continues after the figure of the woman is complete, trying to describe her bodily
and facial features. Some of the others come close to the drawing and make some
corrections to her hips and waist. He scratches his head trying to see if he approves
of the new shape and finally agrees. He then explains the scenario and using some final
gestures, he finishes his overall design.
Some of the members are a little uneasy and they point out their uneasiness to the
designer. He agrees. This is one dream which is not going to be all fun. It will entail
pain. Finally, after what seems like an eternity of bickering and arguing, they all sit
down and start chanting the Sacred sound. The designer's explanations transform into a
dream and they all find themselves sometime in 18th century, with a beautiful woman in
their midst. This is a difficult dream. The object is who, among them will win this
woman.
Time unfolds very fast in the dream. Years pass like seconds. Some of the participants
fall in love with the woman and have their hearts taken over by their love for her. The
local village men fight for this woman in duels and some are killed by the fierce
competition. The ones that die in the dream, immediately wake up in the circle of the
congregation, scared and all sweaty as if their trance was interrupted violently and
painfully.
One by one, they all wake up from the trance, except one: The designer of the dream. He
is lost in the arms of his beloved design in his dream. He is asleep in his trance but
he is smiling: In his dream he has won the woman and now he is enjoying her embraces.
All 11 members of the congregation are awake except him.
They start laughing at his gullibility. The person next to him gives him a good shake,
as if wanting him to wake up. He doesn't want to wake. After four of five good shakes
and the noise from the bickering of the others, he finally opens his eyes. He has
totally forgotten himself in his dream. He looks a little surprised, but after 15-20
seconds, he breaks out in a good hearty laugh. The others nod their heads in approval,
as if his dream was ok, afterall.
The pipe is passed around yet another time. Things now get progressively more
difficult. The dreams involve more and more pain: Children born in Africa with the AIDS
virus, children of families dying, car accidents, wars, famine and diseases. The gurus
wake up more and more distressed from their deaths in the respective dreams. Finally,
after a good round of painful dreams, they sit down and furiously argue between
themselves about what the ultimate dream would have to be.
Hours pass, with many of them taking turns trying to explain their dreams to the
others. There seems to be no agreement on "the dream of all dreams". Then one of them
has an idea: What if each one chose the dream of their liking and they stayed in it as
long as they wanted? He gets up and draws on the sand some rays which seem to start
from the fire and separate them into 12 different sectors, each sector with a different
design.
They all nod their head in approval, until one of them raises his hand and asks the
question, how will they all wake up if each one is in a different dream. They all
scratch their heads in astonishment, until one points at the fire: "The First Cause".
That's who will wake them all up in the end. The rest of the members cheer in approval
and all laugh heartily.
They all take turns explaining their dream to the rest of the members, making it
possible for all of them to interface between their dreams. This is the guarantee that
The First Cause will wake them up in the end.
They all sit down crouched and invoke the power of The First Cause during the end of
their designs. The pipe is passed one more time around and gradually, after chanting
the Sacred sound, each one enters their own dream. Some of them will become famous
people, others rich people, scientists, politicians, women, noble warriors, soldiers,
painters, teachers. Each one has chosen what they liked to dream about.
And while they are asleep, the great First Cause sustains them all, until one day in
eternity, when He will wake them up, so they can find themselves again around the fire,
telling new stories and creating new dreams and experiences for the whole congregation
to share.
They are the Circle of Savants. The first gurus. The Eternal Dreamers.