Consuming at least a whole A4 paper pack per 6 months on notes with a good thick ball-point Parker pen. Most are ugly & disorganized notes & scribbles kept while investigating various problems, subsequently thrown into the trash after some quick sorting. Some notable exceptions are saved here and have a legend below the sketch where applicable, approximately describing the investigative conundrum.
Trying to sketch dad (pre-1991)
(pre-1991)
The Death of John the Evangelist (pre-1991). (Draft for corresponding painting dedicated to Carla Mettling, Chicago 1988-89).
Trying to sketch Carla Mettling at 44 (pre-1991)
Self-sketch at 24. Preflights for Self-Portrait (pre-1991)
Goodness-knows what... probably after YHVH, the god of the Jews (pre-1991)
Ego & spiritual Id (pre-1991)
Thinking about selling the family's VW bug, while doing math.
Thinking about selling old vinyl records to make an extra buck.
Pre-flight sketch for The Pride of the Miasma, based on an impression of the local Tram.
Money problems, again...
Money problems with Dad's disowning will...
Sh*t: Murphy's Law, again...
Briefly planning for future work through notes. Phone numbers & mobiles everywhere!
While talking to internet service provider line 11888 tech support.
While listening to Steve Roach and Vidna Obmana's Spirit Dome.
Trying to mentally constrain the pestilences that are yhvh and allah in Erebos. Never mind... Phone numbers will always interfere and break all spells...
Preparing notes for comments on YouTube, on the subjects of Χάος, Νύξ and 'Ερεβος... Cool stuff.
Mentally imprisoning yhvh and allah in Erebos through the Look & Say sequence.
Diabolically confusing doubly-symmetric chessboard through complex mapping and early design for a gun-type imposion weapon.
Pre-flight designs for a Space filling curve with a swastika generator, a cross generator and some fractal word designs on the word Χάος.
While talking to phone-line provider tech support, again...
Designing a new resume.
Summarizing important events reminder through a quick radar-scan to avoid next day reading confusion.
Analyzing theme entrances in structure of "Joke" Fugue opus 7, with a ciggie and flamethrower matchstick.
What the heck is that, on the upper left?! Don't remember. Probably something like a 16 dimensional black hole portal or something else such...
Ordinal ordering can drive you insane...
Quick shopping list and Ordinals, again.
Temporary result: Absolute insanity in everything. Next step: Ordering some Domino's Pizza...
Goddamn Look & Say sequence... How much space do you need to write down just a couple of terms?!
Alert! Tessaract approaching suspiciously!
Relaxing to Bach's "Little Fugue" with a smoke and thinking of the x-woman of my dreams ala Picasso.
Phone-line & internet provider OTE sees and knows everything...
Semi-succesful attempt at Thalia and Panagiotis' lips
Hunting partridges with friendsKeeping notes #1 for dad's biography.
Keeping notes #2 for dad's biography.
Working on an Analysis problem.
Trying to figure out some money from dad's will... Jail cell doors and dblocks everywhere. Somebody's been working hard to keep me penniless... This is totally f*cked up...
Trying to solve very quickly some online tests for tutoring employnment and making appointments for mother's eye pain. And failing...
More sigils (applied to ophtalmology) for never ending chaotic fun...
Sigils for lawyers to help with their cases. Fat chance, but you never know...
A few more combinatorial dblocks & jail crosses against the whore and her minions... Always using God's name as a principal seal (ΔΣΟΘ).
More subconscious debunking of money dblocks put against my mind. Go figure...
Juggling PINs, IBANs, phone #s, doctors, grocery supplies, PUKs and programming notes for tomorrow... If Θεός wasn't present, I'd be going insane by now...
Quick notes on what to say to God after death and before being kicked back to a life more miserable than this one. Just in case...
Algorithm for grabbing life forms that move faster than you and throwing them into alternate timelines.
More on the Grabbing Algorithm...
Keeping notes #3 for dad's biography.
Best recipe before going nuts from all the Chaos in your life: 100mg of Seroquel, 4mg Akineton, and 2 cups of strong coffee/day with 10 ml drops of Aloperidin per cup. Plus, give or take a pack of smokes...
Chaotic sigil for "...somebody's been screwing with the System...". Or, who needs Psychologists when you can draw subconsciously?
